Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Giving is getting


If you know me at all, you know I love music, and I love lyrics. I find it interesting that Ian Anderson of Jethro Tull fame wrote a song "Wondering aloud" which declared, "It's only the giving that makes you who you are." It's a short beautiful song of introspection, ending with that declaration of selflessness. I interpreted it this way, "We are at our best when we are giving it all away."

If you think about it long enough, I think you'd agree that giving something away and expecting nothing at all in return is, well, beautiful. I personally think that is the deepest reflection of God. He gave us so much without asking for payment. Yes, He hopes to illicit a response of love... but we remain free to respond or not. In fact, as He is all-knowing, He knew many of us would ignore Him completely, yet He gave any way. In some sense, we know God best because He gave.

When we think of extraordinary people throughout history, we know many of them because they gave their time, or talents, or treasures in some remarkable manner. I'm not talking about tabloid fame, but real admiration type notariety. These selfless people have inspired us, and the giving-ness is even perpetuated by their great acts of giving.

That said, I think that when we give in this truly altruistic manner, expecting nothing at all in return, we feel really good about ourselves. I personally do not think that is a horrible thing - to give and feel good about it. Why not? It is good. I guess that could be abused and someone could give big just to be noticed, but in the grand scheme of things, there are worse acts to be accused of... ;-)

Curiously, Ian Anderson wrote years later a song called, "Wondering Again" where he relates a bitterness, frustration, and even disgust at the world phoniness and disharmony. The music is somewhat dissonant as he states decidedly, "It's only the taking that makes you what you are." He almost seems to regret that he has to say it is so.

I guess when all things are considered, it is actually both. What we give, and what we take, makes us who we are. I just think it's the giving that makes us the better us.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

The Joy of Set Before Us


In Hebrews 12:2, we read "For the Joy set before Him He endured the cross." I think about this a lot. It speaks to me in so many different ways. I met Jesus in 1991, and not long after that read this verse. I am still not done thinking about it. At first, it just stood out and made no sense at all. Over the years, it has only grown in depth. Think about it: Jesus looked at the joy to come, and chose to endure the cross.

It seems to me we need to really understand the joy he was contemplating ... because at least to some degree, we know the cross. After I was saved, I started reading everything. First, the Bible over and over.. I couldn't get enough. Then, commentaries and anything else I could get my hands on. I can say with a certainty, the cross, and how bad it was, has been dissected and examined to the "nth" degree. The cross was ugly, shameful, painful, and horrible beyond our understanding. It was purposefully that way, to scare people into submission. Let's just say, it was very effective.

But, let's take the verse into complete context: Jesus chose to, in some supernatural way I don't understand, leave the Father's presence, enter into the world He created as a helpless baby, in extremely poor conditions, grow up poor, endure the mocking only a bastard child knows, experience the death of a parent, hang out with a bunch of losers, and then for absolutely no good reason, be beaten viciously, tortured, forced to carry the wood that He would soon be nailed to up a long hill, and crucified mercilessly.

What kind of Joy did He consider so great that He willingly surrendered to such insanity? He became human to suffer the most inhumane act of punishment. It's more than ironic.

I know some suffering. I have had a son, a brother, and a parent die. I thought I grew up poor, until I went to the Philippines on a Mission trip and saw real poverty. Even the homelessness of America is nothing compared to the slums of Cebu. It is a funny thing... perspective is... I guess I really haven't known that much suffering. Much of my sadness and "suffering" over the years has been a result of my own doings. So, when I look at Jesus, and what He went through, when compared to what I know about suffering, it is unimaginable that He would choose to enter into that deal. What kind of Joy was it that He considered it a deal worth taking? I want to know... don't you?

Let's try to work through it... What would Jesus get for going through all of that and dying this horrible, ridiculous death? The text reveals the prize: "...sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." Wait... that's it? Admittedly, that has got to be one awesome throne, since God owns everything He could spare no expense. Can we infer that this location, this position, is so incredibly fantastic that the unimaginable suffering Jesus experienced was worth it? But, wait... this is where it started, so it can't be just sitting here that was the joy He considered... right? If Jesus was with God from the beginning (John 1:1-2) why would He leave at all? Couldn't He have simply said, "no thanks." and just stayed where He was? So it couldn't have been just to sit at the throne He was actually already sitting at when He heard the deal. (Note: I am putting this into a time continuum that actually doesn't exist, as God exists outside of time.. but that is another blog.)

Consider Philippians 2:6-8, which declares "(Jesus) Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to His own advantage; rather, He made Himself nothing by taking on the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself by becoming obedient to death - even death on a cross." The implication here is that He did in fact have the option to say "No!" My point is that it can't be considered obedience if there isn't a choice involved. If you are arrested and put in handcuffs and led to a cell, it isn't obedience if you don't fight... you don't really have a choice. I would call that force. Or submission to coercion.  Again, that's another blog...

So, the question remains - what was so Joyful that the decision to endure the cross made sense?  The text in Philippians illuminates it a bit more: "Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father." Okay, we may be getting somewhere. This is some good stuff here: "highest place, above every name, every knee bows, every tongue..." It appears that, if I am reading this correctly, Jesus obeyed to get the highest place and be in total control. We call Him King of Kings for a reason...

The sidebar here is that if this is true (which I contend it is) then Jesus IS in fact, The King of all Kings. How then should we act? How then should we consider Him, and His words? I am going to let that simmer on the backburner for a while, but, we will come back to this. There is just too much here to leave behind.

But, for this blog, let's stay on track. Did Jesus just do all of that suffering so He could be in charge? In the first part of that text, it said, "...being in very nature God..." So, same argument as the first - He gave up what He had already to gain only what He gave up? That makes no sense. That's like me giving you a thousand dollars so you can give me a thousand dollars. There is something else here. What was this Joy He saw but we are not seeing?

I am still thinking about all of this, but what I believe is that Jesus obeyed because it is joyful to obey. All of the above is true, and the other hundred or so verses I could show you support various nuances of why He may have seen joy in the obedience. But the bottom line is that the obedience is Joyful. Why? Because God's will is good. Romans 8 states that all things work together for good in God's plan, and if you search the Bible for the word "good" in connection to God being good, there are over 400 instances of God's goodness. Even Jesus God obeyed Father God, and obeyed knowing that the obedience would be good long term. In the midst of the act of obedience, maybe not so much... but ultimately, because of Father's plan and Jesus' obedience, Romans 5 says "... so also through the obedience of the one man the many will be made righteous." That's a good plan. Because Jesus obeyed once, we all who believe benefit. Big time.

Application time: Obey. Even when it makes no sense. Even when you are giving something up, and it isn't fair. Obey. God has plan and it is very, very good. Don't just trust me. Trust Him. Jesus did.